The another reason I started to write this blog again is I would like to write a story. This story is talked about a girl named Jessica. She is a very confidence and out-going girl. Jessica, 20 years old, she is an international student who currently completing her second year in University. This is all about Jessica's love life. From an unacceptable love to an uncompleted love till the untouchable love. It was only seven years since Jessica first fell in love with someone and there's something we might found incredible is, these three love experiences were all Jessica's 'first love'.
An Unacceptable Love
It was back to year 2005, Jessica was 14. She was studying in a girl school. She is very active and passionated in Cheer Leading Club. Therefore, she joined it and always practiced in every Thursday for the competition in Sports Day. In the year, she met a very popular tomboy in her school. She was her senior, Samantha (Sam), 17 years old. She was the niece of the headmistress. Sam was very good at sport. She has a black belt for her Taekwando and she also represented the national to join the world competition. Throughout the five years in her high school, Sam has continuously got champion on the national Taekwando competition. Sam also participated in the running team for school. Every times when she won the game, all the girls in the school will go crazy of it. And this person has spot Jessica when she was doing her Cheer Leading practice. Sam was trying to know Jessica although she knows Jessica was not the 'same range' as her. She got Jessica's number from Jessica's friend and called Jessica every nights. Day by day, Jessica has felt in love with her. Jessica felt she has found someone she likes and judged her sexual direction too. But it does not stopped Jessica to stay along with Sam. Jessica's parents started to feel weird on Jessica as Jessica often text with someone and calling with someone. By chance, Jessica's father got Sam's phone number. He gave a call to Sam and Jessica's father found out that the one her daughter always calling was a girl. Meaning that his daughter has felt in love with a girl. His daughter is a lesbian. He was so angry and told this to Jessica's mother. Jessica's parents felt very upset and do not want to believe the truth. Her parents tried to convince Jessica and there was a period of time Jessica got monitored by her cousin sister who studied in the same school with Jessica. No matter what her parents tried to do to stop Jessica, she stands very strong on her minded that she loved Sam very much and nothing could make them be apart. There's what Jessica felt and thought. However, thing does not come with what Jessica wish to. There's one day Jessica found out that Sam has a girlfriend. And this girlfriend, she is Jessica's best friend. Jessica was shocked. She does not acknowledged that. However, she cannot help but keep this relationship with Sam. She endured, waited and hoped Sam will understand how much Jessica has contributed to her. In the end, nothing was worked out. Sam choose to go back to her girlfriend. Sam left a last sentence to Jessica. "I love you. But our timing was wrong.", there's what Jessica heard the last sentence from Sam. Yet, Sam has left Jessica's world. Those sweet memories such as escaped from Sam's admirer/fans, stayed back from school and watched each other completing their homework, dated after school, kiss, huge and millions time of saying 'I love you'. It has become a past for Jessica. Her first love ended in this way. A wrong timing, an unacceptable love. Since that, Jessica never felt in love with anyone anymore. She felt hurt, she cried, she blanked out. During that time, Jessica often locked herself in her room. No one can understand her pain and no one she could speaks with. Just because this is an unacceptable love. She has no one to talk with. She started to stay alone.
After completed her high school, Jessica went to University. Jessica came alone to Ireland and enrolled in Foundation course. At first, she was very hard to get closer with other as she will feel shy when she met someone that she is not close with. Jessica lived with her a housemate. She was thinking she could start a brand new life in Ireland since she has left far away from Sam. She started to go to school and have started her new life too. Jessica is very popular to the guys and she has also got some close girl's friend too. Jessica met a guy named Terrance who studying in same class with her. Both of them had a crush towards each other. Terrance held Jessica's hand and was being very close with Jessica. Jessica felt she might not a lesbian at that moment and feeling so happy when spending the time with Terrance. Meanwhile, there's another guy, Kenny happened in Jessica's life too. Occasionally, Jessica got bullied from her housemate. She was suffered and felt helpless. By accidentally, Kenny gave a call to Jessica. Jessica asked for help from Kenny and he came to Jessica house, then brought Jessica out from her place to have a fresh breath. During that time, Jessica felt upset and helpless. She cried and was having homesick. Kenny spent time with her, made her laugh, made her feel better. Jessica felt very secure when Kenny was there. However, she knows the one she likes from the bottom of her heart is Terrance. She was waiting for Terrance to confess to her. However, thing does not worked out as Jessica's thought. Again, she missed her love one. Kenny confessed to Jessica. She just agreed to go with Kenny after a long waited the confession from Terrance. Jessica kept the secret from Terrance that she has actually dating with Kenny. However, there's one day, Terrance found out that. Jessica has hurt Terrance and Terrance did not get in touch with Jessica anymore. She lost a friend, she lost the one she loves. Jessica was sad, but she keeps trying to work out with Kenny. Their love life was not that complete as Jessica was not really loves Kenny but just feeling secure with him. They had retained this relationship for more than a year. Perhaps Kenny and Jessica know the best on what was happening with their relationship. This uncompleted love, uncommitted love has ended by Kenny who asked for break up.
to be continued...
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